Entry 6 : A Tale From My Neighbourhood

I still remember what happened last year , that scene is still clear in my head .
I was on my way home a conjestion on the road caught my eye . There was a big crowd and I pushed my way through it . I saw a girl aged around 16 was standing in the middle of the road . She stood still and her face was blank . There was no expression on it at all . The sight of her sent shivers up my spine .
Beside her , a lady was crying . She was holding onto the girl's hand , and seemed to be persuading her . She cried , ' Stop it ' . However , her words fell on deaf ears . The girl seemed to be ignoring her and just stood there like a stone figure . That lady was probaly her mother . As i went closer , I noticed cuts on the girl's wrist . They were deep and fresh , even some dried blood was there . I immediately turned away . The sight of it made me want to puke !
Since then , I have always thought how scary commiting suicide it . Is that going to be me one day ? No matter how depressed I am , I will not allow myself to do such a thing . Anyway , it must be painful to die .
I have always wondered , what is it like to die ? I guess I will never know the answer to it .

love!JESSE.

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